i used to hide meaning in English

我习惯去掩藏的爱

I used to hide up there when he ' d get a temper goin '
以前当我老爸发脾气的时候我常藏在那儿
I used to hide my emotions , which only served to put more pressure on myself
久而久之，自己亦习惯了把喜怒哀乐都埋藏心底，心理压力极大。
I had been stricken with illnesses since childhood and did not know what happiness was . i used to hide in a corner weeping and even wanted to take my life
师父以前，我常常觉得非常悲伤，由于从小多病，我不知道快乐是什么，通常都是独自哭泣，也很想自杀。